Today was powered by lots of coffee. I am exhausted—Wren’s tight school schedule, her new wheelchair being delivered, rushed errands that needed to be done. All before my treatments that started at 3:00. TMS and a prolonged ketamine infusion that was weird and very difficult to explain.
I do have a lot of ketamine in my system, so I have a great chance of enjoying this weekend without my depression looming over my head. I can listen to my body, relax, practice self care and take it slow.
And even though my brain is still battling me when my guard is down.. I don’t have to figure it all out tonight. I’m tired, I deserve some sleep.