try

I’ve been listening to this song on repeat.

I wish that you could see the pain that I’ve seen
And all of the times I spent being not me

I hope you know that it’s not always happy in my head
‘Cause I don’t know
The perfect road to go down
But I know I’m trying my best
I’m trying my best to be okay
I’m trying my best but every day it’s so hard

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Had a ketamine infusion at 2:30.

I’m going to try to eat some food + take a hot shower + rest tonight.

Be well, be kind, try your best.

xo cassie