What’s terrifying this Halloween is how much I’m weighed down by the feeling that dying seems much easier than fighting ongoing battle of depression..
That self-harm seems to be the only thing I can think of that can distract me from how much my body hates me right now— between the existing side effects of Klonopin + withdrawal symptoms— I feel like I can’t stand being in my own skin.
On my way to TMS and Ketamine.
i will grow from this 
I’m so sorry you feel this way, let me know if you need to chat❕🤍
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