Depression is bad again today. I’m still feeling uncomfortable inside my body— it feels like it doesn’t remember what normal is. Headache, stomach ache, swelling, muscle soreness. I’ve been sneaking away for a few minutes for the majority of the day so I can break down and cry.
I’m anxious about this week. I’m already exhausted and stressed by distance learning and it’s not even Monday. On Tuesday I get my neuro-psych test results. I’m feeling really emotional about not seeing my mom this thanksgiving.
I’m grateful for my supportive partners, even after this seemingly never-ending depressive marathon, they are still by my side.
Be well, be kind, stay home.
i will grow from this 