I know I just wrote about progress, it wasn’t a lie — it was me trying to use my wise mind and see the good. And keep my shit together so I could help Wren through school today— I’m not sure I exceeded.
Compound ketamine is ideal in almost every way, but with the exception that it I didn’t help.
Every doctor I’ve had has been appalled with the number of medications I take, so we go through the process of weaning off a few of them, then I experience more side effects (this one being restlessness and sleep) and include another med to my pile. And I think my doctor is very competent and wants to help— but I’m just so fucking sick of this trial and error.
i will grow from this 